i just remembered that i have this journal. i wonder who's still around. i have nil to vent about, other than the fact that i hate the lack of communication around work. we just lost 80% of our dismounts to other units and we leave for Bahgdad or however the fuck it's spelled in december. pretty shit huh? an entire scout squadron with no fucking ( Read more... )

can't believe i'm actually updating this thing. i forgot i had a live journal. scout's honor kiddies. what's new? well, back in november i bought a new car. it's an 03 chevy cavalier, 2.2l ecotec. the modifications has already begun, damnit, and i'm shit broke because of it just like the old days. thus far i've only managed to install a full(and ( Read more... )

fear factory is the only good haunted house i've been to thus far. it's really good, promise, you guys might want to check it out ( Read more... )

you know, you can only be a nice guy for so long. besides, you all know that i didn't play the good guy role in high school, but lately i've been trying to worry over everyone else's feelings and crap. it's bullshit, let me tell you. or maybe everyone's being dicks to me because i was a dick all of my life. know this... i am not upset in any way, ( Read more... )

i think i might have a new girlfriend.

ps. i might have to break said girlfriend's heart^.
notto be a prick, but the longt distance thing never works. i'll be in texas next week. i need a texas girlfriend. maaaaannnnnn. this sucks.

you know, i wish i idn't take my leave. after graduation i should've departed know and made way towards hood. maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan it's so fucking boring at home. the things i did here to amuse myself and pass time just doesn't entertain me anymore. i did however manage to make contavt with Scott Mastrofini, so perhaps he and i will hang out like ( Read more... )

wow, even livejournal has changed a great deal. who still reads this i wonder? i'm home for a whole fucking 12 days. that's 10 leave and 2 travel. i'm pumped however. i'm now mos qualified. i'm a 19d cav scout(you all know?). oh, what i wanted to say is i'm going to fort hood. i report oct 26, blah. i wish i had more time with you guys. if anyone ( Read more... )

last night was a fucking blast man, i tell you. my brother threw me this sort of going away bbq thing-a-ma-jig. it was imediate family, like he and his wife/kids, my mom and sisters and Eric. my friends came as well. Ronin Anderson was in the house, Craig Chaloho was in the house. Tom was there, Tim fucking Roberts stopped by. it was the epitome of ( Read more... )

when i look back at the person i was i get some what upset, and it makes it tough to swallow. when i focus on the present, and look forward into the future, i feel really swell.

oh, and here.

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everyone seems to think that i've been brain washed. perhaps my views of certain issues are different than what they were months ago, maybe years ago. believe me, it's for the better. i actually care about others, rather than only myself ( Read more... )