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it's my birfday!!!!
i'm old! where is my wheelchair! -
baptism of screams
go now. go hard. no looking back. it is easy to run from what scares you. i did. i am forgettable. i can fade away. easy to give up on. so hard to understand. alone. now. again. scared. not wanting this to be so tough. i want to stop this repetition of loss. my heart can't handle it. so tragic. everything is just so fucking tragic. so perfectly ( Read more... ) -
survival
little present, wrapped up with potential ( Read more... ) -
scream
atrocious her actions ( Read more... ) -
super sad
you said that you were lucky wake up next to me ( Read more... ) -
she's the only one who knows what it is to burn
it's hard to proceed when it is your mind that is tainted. i feel like my mind should be something people love- a beautiful mind. but it is more a weapon even i cannot escape- dangerous and impulsive. with a thirst for pain it seems. self destruction is something that has always been in my nature. pretty hate machines have always been my flavor. i ( Read more... ) -
over
i don't know how i am going to make it through this... i feel dead inside and it is all my fault. i just ruined the most special thing in my life, that i have ever possesed. i just want to curl up and rest forever. with only memories to comfort me. i am so fucked up. i am so insane. i am so helpless. so small. so uncapeable. so very very foolish ( Read more... ) -
super cunt strikes again
super cunt strikes again ( Read more... ) -
i am so stupid
You are...(looks ( Read more... ) -
"you're beautiful- just not on the inside"
crying in the car. listening to your saves the day cd. wondering why we put ourselves through these things. feeling helpless. desparate. wanting only you to love me for who i am. changing your ringer for me doesn't indicate that we are over. you are too hard on me. i am impossible. why can't it just be simple. i guess nothing is. it's friday the ( Read more... )