im so hungover. how come every time i say im not going to drink redbull mixed with anything, i do? i had a jagerbomb and redbull and vodka all night last night and now im ill. bleh. i feel like shit. i think im getting to old to drink like a rockstar anymore. oh well at least it was free drinks for me.

i need to update this. id rather be myspacing... i cant sleep and i want sushi. i just applied for grad school tonight for spring 2007! im excited. i love school. just got back from vegas and is practically saved my love life!

things are good for now.

I cannot ever explain the amount of love that I have for someone that is longer living. Nor could I show you the oceans of scars it has inflicted on my heart and my emotions. Losing my mother at age 10 has and will forever frame my life with tragedy. And no matter how far I try to run, my loss is a direct result of everything that I am. And I am ( Read more... )

i don't know what is wrong with me. i am losing it. i can't make my relationship right. i am warped. i want so bad to be whole and not have these pyschological problems but i do. i want to be happy when i wake up. i don't want to fight with him. he is everything to me. but it seems that all he does is remind me that i fucked it up. that i am a ( Read more... )

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well i already feel better. i cleaned the whole house. i hung up some posters to make me feel more at home. it looks cute! i don't know why but it really does make me feel better. i like decorating and i am pretty damn creative. so that helped. then i worked out for like a half an hour. i will be honest- it kicked my ass. but i a glad because i ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since my last update. Where to begin? Well I guess I can just list all the things that are going down ( Read more... )

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