cows can be civilized, too. ;)

I always feel so antsy when Jade isn't around. I feel like I have to look for her, even though I know exactly where she is... Downstairs. So, what's the big deal? Well, I can't really explain it...& I hate to say that it might be a "Mother Thing", but in reality... it probably is. I mean, I'm sure you can all relate... whether it's with your child ( Read more... )

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i haven't really updated anything with real substance in a while. it's mainly because i have no words. i've run out of things to say. when i read old journal entries, i feel kind of sorry for myself. HAHAH. no, really. i was a very unhappy person. it took TOO MUCH to satisfy me. my expectations were ALWAYS set way too high. and, even if i was happy ( Read more... )

just about a year & a half ago, i would always tell my friends how i wanted ultimate freedom. how, i always wished that i could just go in and out of the house whenever i wanted to. like my brother, basically. i would always question my parents why he was able to go out whenever he wanted... "cause he can take care of himself.he's a boy." that was ( Read more... )

My brother went to McDonald's today & when he opened his Filet-O-fish to put ketchup in it... the guy made a heart with the mayo/relish sauce! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shit , I almost pissed my pants from laughing so hard. will post the picture later .

i need to blaze.

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i must've ate something bad yesterday. real, real bad. my stomach is going absolutely bazurko. i've been on and off the toilet since 3 am. it's terrible, i tell u! only good thing that can possibly come out of this is weight loss! woo-hoo! cause, JR had a terrible stomach ache about a week ago, too. and, he was shitting hamsters. and, he lost a ( Read more... )

watch what you say &/or choose your words wisely if you don't want to be misinterpreted!

FREAK!

this life that i've been living for the past year has been the most unproductive ever. i feel like i haven't really done anything for myself to make life more gratifying. i continue to grasp onto excuses, that are just that... excuses. i have no reason to be this way, and i scold myself daily for acting like this ( Read more... )