tasha im really really you feel that way i understand parts of it cause when i read it i know i feel the same way probably not about the same exact stuff but i can relate. i believe my depresion is coming back and it makes everything alot worse. i try to make everyone happy but i cant and im really really sorry for that. thank you for being there for me even though i havent been the friend you need.
well of course you can't make everyone happy but.. i consider you my best friend and i always thought you would be but.. things have been going down hill lately and josh is always.. how can i put this into words.. hmm.. in the way of you and i talking about things, hanging out, just doing the things we used to. i dont mean to sound like a bitch if i do, but josh doesnt need to be in the same exact place with you 24/365. doesnt he have friends? i mean i know he does but.. he doesnt talk to them anymore, just like you are slowing starting to not talk to you friends anymore because of him, i know you dont choose to do this, its just happening. hes choosing to not hangout with his friends and it seems like hes making your desicions for you too. he's really weird too.. i think hes trying to be a "bad boy" because he knows that you normally date "bad boys" and it really isnt working for him, hes just making himself look like an ass and hurting other peoples feelings, well i mean mine, and his families. hes never there for his family like he
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i totally understand what you mean i love josh with all my heart but sometimes i just dont understand what he has to complain about when i look at his life now. i really wish i did but i dont know maybe we are just stupid. i, personally would have given anything to have what he has or just have the family he has. i mean ive cried day and night about stuff that i wish could be different i now know that people that have it all want more and ppl that dont have it just accept it and try to live on. if you understand what i mean by the last part
I try to talk to you every night and I try to get you to open up when I am getting bad vibes but you're either too tired or don't want to talk about it. Atleast I'm trying eh?
..Sometimes i really wish i had a good freind. Someone i liked and could relate to. Someone who could relate to me. Someone who would listen to me bitching about my family/friends/boyfriend (which i dont have at the moment). Someone who i could discuss everything with. Someone who could play guitar while i sing. Someone who would give me a lift. Loan me clothes. Who knew where some good shows were. Someone who would go with me and watch my back in the pit. Someone who i could talk to about things i truly like to talk about. Someone who i never felt guilty about accepting things from.
Someone who understood me. Someone i knew i could always tell the truth to.. I mean, I had someone i could call a good friend, even a best friend, but shes going off and doing other things, meeting new people, working a dumb job, and when shes not doing that, shes with her
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..Sometimes i really wish i had a good freind. Someone i liked and could relate to. Someone who could relate to me. Someone who would listen to me bitching about my family/friends/boyfriend (which i dont have at the moment). Someone who i could discuss everything with. Someone who could play guitar while i sing. Someone who would give me a lift. Loan me clothes. Who knew where some good shows were. Someone who would go with me and watch my back in the pit. Someone who i could talk to about things i truly like to talk about. Someone who i never felt guilty about accepting things from.
Someone who understood me. Someone i knew i could always tell the truth to.. I mean, I had someone i could call a good friend, even a best friend, but shes going off and doing other things, meeting new people, working a dumb job, and when shes not doing that, shes with her ( ... )
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