I am FINALLY happy for once and it's amazing! I am dating this incredable woman. She is what I have been looking for. =D

I dont know what to belive anymore. I dont trust a SINGLE person anymore. Too many fakes so I cant even say who are my friends now. I just want to get out of this state and NEVER return. That seems to be the only thing that makes me smile thinking about....

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Gr! I just want to fucking hurry up and move to New York and be with my baby! I am SO sick of this fucking state haha I can not take the desert anymore. I hope her and her friend get their place before x-mas cause the only thing I want for then is to be with the one person I truley love. I dont think anyone will even notice I am gone anyways. It's ( Read more... )

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Well I decided to get my LiveJournal back haha How is everyone doing who I havent heard from in a while??

So I FINALLY had a good weekend for once! =D
It was my friend Ben's 21st b-day so we threw a big keeger at his place. LOTS of drunken fun!! =D
I got a job interview on Monday for Circle K. WISH ME LUCK!

So I feel like NOTHING I do anymore makes people happy. I try so hard to make my friends happy but it feels like its not good enough anymore. I dont know if its me or the people. It hurts A LOT to feel like nobody cares anymore. I dont know what to do now. I feel that I have lost everyone who loved me. I am sorry everyone.....

Lately I've been missing a certain someone again. I always miss her but lately it's been worse. I miss how good she made me feel and how much I gave up to be with her. She was making me such a better person and I will always love her. I hope sometime me and her can be together again and happy.
Sammi, I love you and I miss you!!!!

So besides Saturday this week was pretty lame. Saturday me, Clay, Gina, Lisa, Andrew, Heather, Ahsley, her roomate, and Matt all went and played pool. It was fun, I made Andrew my bitch in pool mwahahahahah ( Read more... )