Regarding this semester...

I expected the break up.
I expected the reaction.
I didn't expect the fact that we would still act like a couple, but I should of.
I didn't expect the betrayal.
I definitely didn't expect the reaction ( Read more... )

I'm forcing myself not to care anymore, and you should do the same.

I'm starting to think it's the only way to keep us from tearing each other apart.

I have a restraining order against my best friend. It's so completely terrible and ironic it's almost funny....in a sadistic sort of way.

Thanks Mom.

--Elphie...listen to me. Just, say you're sorry.
You can still be with The Wizard,
What you've worked, and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted...

I know
But I don't want it...no
I can't want it anymore ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in here for about a month now, and there's a lot of things I could talk about. I could talk about Camp, first and foremost, and how (although I say this every year) it was really the best week of the year. I would give anything, anything, to be back there right now...surrounded by the people and places I love, without a ( Read more... )

In 16 days, I will attend my 5th and final year of youth group camp.

In 28 days, I will be moving into my college dorm room.

This is so surreal.

I really, really, hate money.

I just wanted to say that I'm writing this entry from a laptop, and it's mine. My laptop.

Yesssssssssssssssssssssss.

Talk about lack of entries...sorry I've been out living life instead of virually writing about it ( Read more... )

I feel like this is the week I've been running to the last 12 years of my life. Now I'm suddenly here, and I'm already getting letters from Dartmouth congratulating the "Class of 2012 ( Read more... )