The past few weeks have been really difficult for me, for reasons I'd rather not go into. Suffice it to say that I'm dealing with something that I buried over two years ago. Stuffed it so deep down inside me that I nearly forgot it was there. But it's out now, I've faced it, and the reprecussions from that have been very painful and exhausting ( Read more... )

I thought that finally facing what Jason did to me would free me, would help me let it go and put it behind me. Instead I'm reliving it every night ( Read more... )

I still can't believe I thought I was being stalked by Jason. At the very least it shook some things loose. If not for Chloe... I don't think I could have admitted that I was raped ( Read more... )

Sunday I made an utter fool of myself. No, seriously, I did ( Read more... )

Over the last few days I've been thinking a lot about Jason. I don't really know why. I haven't been dating anyone, nothing has happened that might inspire these types of thoughts. Maybe it's just because I've recently started rebuilding my friendships with Chloe, Clark and Lois. I haven't seen Pete yet. And Lex... well, I'm not sure there's ( Read more... )

This last year has been ripe with changes and new experiences and this is just one of them. An online journal. Last semester, my friend D kept talking about all her LJ friends and wonderful and supportive and fun they were. One day I thought, why not get one myself? So, here I am ( Read more... )