my husband left me. he's trying to tell me he never loved me.

The last week has been terrible. Unfortunately, this will always tie in with any thought of my twenty-fourth birthday. Charles was in the hospital for four days. I slept not a wink, and likely could have put myself in the hospital with him. Talk of surgery leaves us in a search for a new doctor for him. We just wont accept it ( Read more... )

( could i be any more horrified by the idea of being taller than some guys? )

i feel like i do laundry all the damn time, but neither of us have any clothes to wear.

fuck this livejournal too. i'm on blogspot but it's just as well i don't say anything else about it since no one reads this either.

i've been feeling really busy lately ( Read more... )

i got a wii fit. it was supposed to be my birthday present from 7 mo ago. it almost didnt happen... best buy's website is really stupid.

i had a nervous breakdown. i cant remember why. i mean i know why, but when i think about it, it doesn't make any sense. loony.

i got a new blog but i haven't been writing in it either.

you know what's fucked up?
the size of my lips right now. that's what.

( actual picture of me )

i haven't been able to go to livejournal.com for a couple days. i dont think anyone missed me, though. charlie's unemployed again. it was a nice opportunity, but he was being worked to death and was still behind and totally unhappy. oh well, he got an insurance license, some sales experience, and a good friend out of it. thanksgiving was irritating ( Read more... )

i'm so dumb- i thought i would feel less stressed once charlie started working, but now we're both a wreck. we've been tested since we came back from our honeymoon. everything was just fine when we were living in sin. it was as though life was waiting for us to be officially married before it spit in our face ( Read more... )

uh, charlie's job started monday. some things seem kind of shady, but i guess it's from being at the bottom of the totem pole. i make him nice lunches everyday, but he didnt eat my grapes yesterday, apparently ( Read more... )