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... 'cause I will not play dead so you don't have to feel.

I bleed myself so I don't drink their blood.
I cut myself so I won't kill.
I hurt myself so they can't hurt me.
I don't need the goddamn pills.

Peter: That was good! That was even funnier than the one where Anus got the hamster stuck in his mouth!

Don't have to tell me twice. *sigh*

you are the only thing that makes me want to love at all how scary is it that I only now realized I've been at the bottom of a depressive cycle for weeks? not just sinking, sunk. I have been treating myself with my drug of choice, trying to smoke away all the screaming & tearing inside... and now I have pulled a muscle in my back from coughing so ( Read more... )

hold me now
you know I am so afraid to be
at all

'cause if I am real I cannot be silent & silence is golden when pain is so loud

probabbly in the best mood I have been for the past few weeks... just rocked out totally to this song, focused all my frustrations and such and now... well things are looking kinda up at the moment actually. amazing how good it feels just to get it all out.

have a good night all
*loves*

1. Number of books owned - 200 give or take ( Read more... )