129 lbs. (don't care.), alcohol units 17 (am drunkard.), cigarettes 2, calories 4,280.Am up to 129 lbs. but could care less. Am Bridget Jones and a new woman. Will no longer obsess over weight, let it go where it wants. Will drink until liver explodes and laugh at those who try and stop self. Have also sworn off men. That does not, however, mean I ( Read more... )

125 lbs. (yes, yes, yes!), alcohol units 0 (so far..), cigarettes 12, calories 1,000.Had v. v. v. fun time last night. V. nice to get drunk and curse out Rebecca's while people stare at you like you're a schizophrenic. Shifty-eyed bloke was giving Andrea the look and winking at her lots. No blokes for Bridget ( Read more... )

126 lbs. (plan to break cycle and get down to 125), alcohol units 5, cigarettes 0, calories 1,400 (v.g.)

Rang mum this afternoon and tried to tell her of planned weekend with Cyndi.

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125 lbs. (result of misery), cigarettes 13 (fuck it), alcohol units 0, calories (will not go there).Whole weekend in Greece has been disaster upon my part. Met Athina at airport, lugging 5 suitcases stuffed to brim. She laughed cheerily and helped with the carrying. When we finally arrived at the party, everyone was in separate groups chatting and ( Read more... )

128 lbs. (plan to shed massive amount of weight before weekend), alcohol units 0 (v. pure), cigarettes 0 (kicking habit for good), calories 550 (saintly number).6:35 p.m. Am going to Greece this weekend! Greece! Will be lying on beach tanning while strong handsome men fan self with palm leaves. This is exactly what I need. Plan to go to gym and ( Read more... )

130 lbs. (result of serious depression), cigarettes 10 (better), alcohol units 0 (v.v.g.), will not think about calories, approximate estimation of sexless days: 60.Gah! Have not had sex in approx. 60 days! Is that not horrid? Maybe should just become prostitute. No, no...v. bad idea. Prostitutes have all varieties of STD's. Perhaps could become ( Read more... )

130 lbs. (v.v.v. bad), alcohol units 7, cigarettes 20 (fuck it).

Fuck weight loss plan. Fuck everything. What is point of trying to lose weight when no one notices. Will drink and smoke as much as I want and laugh in people's faces.

Have concluded that all men are fuckwits...at least 95% of male population. Might as well buy blow-up doll in ( Read more... )

128 lbs (effect of alcohol), alcohol units 0 (wiped out from day before), calories 2,070.Drinks with Harry went v. well. Although was so plastered that I don't really remember all details. Just remember walking in with v. sexy gucci dress (quite expensive), giggling like lunatic, and then leaving in a car. Am curious as to what happened in between ( Read more... )

126 lbs (v.v.g.), alcohol units 0 (saving up for tonight), cigarettes 3 (good for nerves), calories 700 (saintly), minutes spent trying to fix tights: 23012:50 p.m. Must begin afternoon of preparing self for drinks with Harry ( Read more... )

129 lbs. (not v.g.), alcohol units 7 (fuck), cigarettes 15 (in 30 minute period), calories 10,000 (feels like).10:00 p.m. Am ringing best friends Jude and Shazzer to see if they would like to come over in attempt to get drunk off arses ( Read more... )