So it is day 6 of february vacation and I've basically worked. Minus the weekend. Camp Berea was fun, the lack of power was somewhat of an annoyance but I guess everything has it's silver lining. Derek and I make pretty good cookies and cream fudge. If I do say so myself. I took apart my computer. My desk has so much free space now. My laptop takes ( Read more... )

Camp Berea this weekend. Packing was not fun that's for damn sure. I don't even think I packed everything I need. I left out the towels and shampoo. Oops. So after school were leaving school and I know we are stopping at Amy's because she hasn't packed yet. We need to find the sleeping bags. lol. Then we need to get something to eat for on the way ( Read more... )

I have to be at work in an hour ( Read more... )

my weekend has basically sucked...alot. All I've done is work. It's sopposed to snow tonight..something like 4-12 inches. If school is cancelled on monday then it's gonna be hectic on tuesday preparing those 950 roses. If school is cancelled on tuesday..alot of people are gonna be pissed off. lol. I really just want to skip valentine's day all ( Read more... )

So I made up my mind. I sent in a payment to ASU last night. I chose the three top dorms I'd want to live in. I dunno. I basically cried all night. I'm happy with my decision...just scared i guess. I hate not knowing..anyone. I mean I know I'm perfectly capable of making a ton of friends. It's just the thought of walking in the first day without ( Read more... )

I once again didn't do my english homework last night. oops. I wasn't really in the mood. Amy's on the side of me looking up jokes. I love this class, and maybe for that reason alone. Looking up jokes. Lunch is spagetti. ew. I'm eating salad because I'm not a big fan of school spagetti. I brought some 100 calorie things with me. mmm. diet food. ( Read more... )

That's what derek wrote on my back windshield anyway ( Read more... )

So uh ya ( Read more... )

I dunno whats wrong....i'm so unhappy. there's no reason for it! im trying so hard to make everything work..but its not. i study, but my grades aren't that good. i work, but i have no money. and its just one thing on top of the other. i dont feel good about myself. im not a nice person anymore. i dislike alot about myself right now. and its not ( Read more... )

do you ever have that feeling like your on the verge of breaking down at any moment. right now thats how i feel..around friends i'm good, i forget about most of the stuff thats got me worried or stressed. there's so much going on right now and i feel like i can't deal with it all. my dad hands me a book of colleges the other night and says i got ( Read more... )