Why am I always the last person on the face of the planet left writing exams. I want to go home. No more studying!!!!

I am pretty sure that I would do anything to avoid studying. The funny thing is I actually find the class interesting. Why the hell can't I just settle down and get to work. Blah....Exams.

Has anyone ever noticed that songs have become much shorter and faster over the years ? (talking mainstream here). For example some of Mozart's songs last ten minutes or more. While now we are lucky to come accross a song that lasts more than two minutes. It could be hypothesized that humans have been conditioned to propaganda (fast images and loud ( Read more... )

You know what I really hate....money. If you don't have it your life is complicated because you have to find ways to survive and if you do have it you turn into a greedy monster. Grrrr I really hate worrying about money especially when I have to get good grades so I can get into the faculty. Money should be the last thing that is on my mind. Not ( Read more... )

No matter how bad things get at least I have people who love me :)

Just waiting for things to get even worse. Life has really been sucking ass lately. I love being screwed over but selfish little bitches.

Procrastination, I am finding that I am procrastinating 10 times more than I did last year. I have reason to believe that this will be nipped in the butt as soon as I get my first test back. haha.
Yikes and I really have to do good this semester so I can get into my faculty. I better stop this.
Wow, I think I am starting to get really boring.

For the last two years my birthday has been a harsh reminder of how few people actually give a fuck about me.
I will spend the remainder of my weekend in my text books where I can hide from my lonely reality.
Some days I really fucking hate life.
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All I have to say is that at this very moment life really blows and I really hate people that are so selfish that they do not think about how their actions affect others.
I really need to get out of this rut that I am in.

I feel so fucked over. I don't know if I should be livid or just feel bad for myself.

Wow, I can not believe how long it has been since I updated last. I have been so busy tring to jugle one full time and two part time jobs. This is the first week since I have been back from university that I am not being run off my feet. Things have been so crazy,I have not even had the time to figure out what university I want to go to next year. ( Read more... )