..someone who would give me time and give me space and take it all away.

I find myself blasting built to spill in my room..
laying on my floor..
singing..
and throwing a tennis ball in the air
at least once a day.

ritual?
feels good.

I had a revalation..

lower my drinking.
higher my thinking.

yeah.

...and everytime I woke up and fell back alseep I had a dream..
making for about 20 different short strories I could make a little book about.

...by the time I started though i'd probobly have already forgot all my dreams

bah!

everywhere I go there is a fucking noise!
10:30 and I'm already up..
I don't usually wake up until 1.
I can't escape a loud noise today!

..maybe I'm supposed to be up early.
maybe there is something I have to do!
hopefully because this sucks.

...it's a sickness
not a problem.

:/

"i'm really happy ryan :)

thank you soooo much.

you're better than hot chocolate on a snowy day! or slush on a hott summer day!

you're better than anything i've ever known :)

<3

jenny"...I know who I was ( Read more... )

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...always lies.

always have been..
...always will be

WHO WANTS TO HANG AND GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE TONITE!!!!!!?

call me 5089168257!!!

ahhhhhhhhhh.