so I've kept my mouth shut because most of these situations have not so much to do with me but more so my friends...but I've seen and heard enough shit to determine I don't care who it pisses off. I would have zero to no problem saying any of this to any of your faces but this kills several birds(and some douches) with one stone. not only that I ( Read more... )

it's funny and insanely coincidental that the last time i made an entry i was rewatching the second season of the oc. and for some reason i decided to update today and im watching it again. fucking insane. but yeah actually i just needed a place to write some stuff down. more for me less for you. although when i was reading back on my last entries ( Read more... )

ok i may have realized a problem, or maybe not. ill admit that i watch the oc like its my job. i downloaded the entire second season last week and watched the whole thing.(ill sell it to you for $10 so you dont have to hassle with doing it yourself, you know you wanna) i absolutely love that show and its writers. it is the most engaging 45 minutes ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. some people never get what they deserve, and some do. and sometimes i just feel like putting on my lead swim trunks and jumping off the deep end. i just wish i was as invincible as i pretend to be. its so much easier to make myself out to be so goddamn ironclad, and its ironic that its so hard to admit that im not. i dont know if ive ( Read more... )

you can be as fake as you want(are ( Read more... )

im waiting for the bell to ring and high school to be over. isn't that where petty bullshit ends and being a grown up begins.yeah right. in fact, id be willing to bet that it more than doubles. ive got an idea. lets play both sides against the middle and see what happens. some people fabricate conflict just to wear it around like a sweater. and now ( Read more... )

...and 1 reason why it will never matter.

i didnt really hit me like a train but more like a thousand taps that built up to one bruise...but in the end all it really spelled out was the fact that i miss you... terribly. i miss your subtle charm, even more because i know you don't try. and i miss your brilliant smile, and even miss hearing you cry. i miss your insecurities even though every ( Read more... )

im the king of self destruction and pretending i dont care. you're the queen of manipulation and i dont even think you're aware. im the master of using my feelings against me. you were the best at doing the same. i was far too trusting ( Read more... )

the hours fly like my words to you and i never find myself keeping much track. it never much matters how much time or how many letters flash before i find myself lost in you again. just give me a second to catch my breath, you know you never leave me with much air. but let me reiterate that i dont mind. let me try and count the nights i fell asleep ( Read more... )