matt and i are on that not talking phase again. except this time he has a girlfriend. one that he likes. not like that last time when we were back in high school. this is bullshit. i know what i want. why can't i just grow up? i'm turning twenty-two this year. we've been on and off since what, i was fourteen? fifteen? yeah. if its meant to be, it ( Read more... )

i couldn't remember the password or my username since it's been almost three years. it took about fourteen tries. i'm wasting time because i don't want to finish my papers. i'm terrified of what my gpa is going to look like after this semester. see ya 4.0.
that sucks because all i wanted was to keep that up and hopefully get a scholarship so I ( Read more... )

i want to be surrounded by strangers all the time.

i wish i could fucking make up my mind.

yeah, so i fucked up.
so did you.
i haven't actually slept in days.
i'd give anything to fix this.
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i just want to pass out but i'm too nauseous.

buy me a bunny, you fucker.

i think i'm incredibly lucky to have the friends i do ( Read more... )

i'm addicted.

i broke my phone.

i thought i fixed things.

i didn't.

i don't know what i want.

or maybe i just don't know how to get it.

i'm tired.

i want you out of my life for good.

I thought I had things figured out. But apparently, I fabricated situations in an attempt to make sense of everything. I'm basically delusional and paranoid. I think people at work talk about me while they're standing together. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get fired. sucks. i need that money right now. I think people give me dirty looks constantly ( Read more... )

i am in class. i have a about 10 more postcards to make. and a thank you letter to write. i think something on my leg is infected. sweet. staph ( Read more... )