Summer Goals:
get in shape
spend a night under the stars
paint my room
get a sweet tan
go down the bluffs
go mini golfing
watch fireworks
have a water fight
go to noahs ark
go to six flags
finish painting the door
make our movie
sleepovers
movie night with daryl
go to the zoo
go camping
go up to the cabin
spend as much time outside as possible
improve my tennis ( Read more... )

Summer Goals:
get in shape
spend a night under the stars
paint my room
get a sweet tan
go down the bluffs
go mini golfing
watch fireworks
have a water fight
go to noahs ark
go to six flags
finish painting the door
make our movie
sleepovers
movie night with daryl
go to the zoo
go camping
go up to the cabin
spend as much time outside as possible
improve my tennis ( Read more... )

why does it still bother me so much?

why can't i just get over it all? and move on?

why must i insist on putting myself through this?

why do i keep asking questions when i never have answers?

In 2005 I ( Read more... )

my past few posts really haven't been a reflection of how i feel lately. i'm actually feeling pretty good. i'm not going to say i'm at peace with things yet, but i'm closer. and i have other things in my life right now that are making me smile. and i have something to look forward to, and to obsess over and live out. it is everything i need and ( Read more... )

"Have you ever had a moment when you're with the one person in the world you want to be with and the wind is blowing through your hair and the song that just describes your entire soul happens to come on and then the person you happen to want to be with happens to love the same song and suddenly you realize you're listening to it together and no ( Read more... )

"And now that this scared little girl no longer follows me wherever I go, I miss her. I do. 'Cause there are things I wanna tell her... to relax, to lighten up, that it is all going to be ok. I want her to know that meeting people who like you, who understand you, who actually accept you for who you are, will become an increasingly rare occurrence. ( Read more... )

i still can't stop  s m i l i n g

( these things keep my occupied )

40 questions about 2005.
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
i wouldn't say so
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
the summer
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
when a certain sport started. or i guess when school started.
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
jason speakers house, i believe.
5) Who were you with?
jason, allison, ben, ( Read more... )