my heads in baltimore. . . ( but my hearts in florida )

( thank you john for showing me the light! )

so...its like 80 degrees in my apartment because my air condition unit broke down today.( fuck it )

( you know it took me 10 minutes to figure out my password because its been so long since i've writen in this )

cant sleep. thinking of you turns my stomach into knots. theres so much i want to say to you but i fumble on words. i guess its better to ignore the fact that were no longer in each others lifes then try to fix it. i would like to find the person who but the curse on me this year. i'm hoping i get better so i dont have to go to the hospital. ( Read more... )

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so the weekend was fun i got a little drunk i got a see a great band and i got to see sin city again. . . who could ask for more? lol back to the real world though i have a funeral tomorrow at 10am. . . .can anyone answer me why does funeral start with fun? i mean they are the complete opposite of fun unless of course you work for a funeral home, ( Read more... )

if you knew you had to do or say something you didn't want to. . . would you or would you try to find a way out of it? ( what would you do? )

well last night was very nice. i got to drop off all of my baggage on a certain persons doorstep. last night was a fresh start and i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. after that firstslowdance firstslowdance  and met up with her at dennys for a little snack. after leaving there the 3 of us went to visit brenda a.k.a. franklin and stood outside for about 45 ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. friday i went to the movies with natalie and matt to see BoOgEyMaN. natalie was so cute everytime something happened she kinda snuggled up to my shoulder for protection. it was an decent movie but the ending could've been better as i find myself saying with almost all of the "horror" movies coming out nowadays. what happen to ( Read more... )