Hey wow it's been a long time since i wrote in this i hade to do it. It has been 102 weeks since i wrote in this i thought i would just because i just like to type i mean i also had to write this because i felt like it was fun. Well that is all i hade to write. 

well it started off me going to ashleys house, she told me that tony would be gone but nope he was still there. then as she runss to the door i am getting out of the car and going to her door, i get to the door and put my hands out for a hug and what she runs to tony yea wow. then she comes back in and we get dom ready for a good night. i hade a ( Read more... )

well i walked in to school and just tears started falling down my face. i cant decribe how i was feeling but i cant get it out of my head i dont know what to do. i feel like scraming but i cant i got to put a smile on and make it like i am a happy but its not to hard. well i got to go to fucking conlising witch i dont want to and my MY GIRLFRIEND ( Read more... )

Well i had a great day Ashley woke me up at like 9:00am then we walked to her house because her dog need to be let out because it was like 16 hrs. befor we have let her out. i had a great day we lad down and watched cartoons then watched a movie called Mr.destney then we watched a nother movie called bicentenial man she is the best ever i love her ( Read more... )

Its been the greatist two days ever with me and ashley i love her so much like yeasterday we did my room and stuff till she had to go home but it was cool. Then i woke up really eairly to go over to ashleys house to hang out you know. we were going to have a pinket but it didnt happen but i still hade a great day. Well guess what my hair is gone ( Read more... )

well i hate myself i do nothing right. I feel like i do nothing right for anyone. i think its just that i need to get high or somthing i realy try to make ashley happy but she wont talk to me when somthing is wrong. i cant wate till that day the one day i get to say i do to ashley. i love her so much. what do i do? can someone help me i need help. ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do. my mom is in the hositipal and i think i am bening lied to by a lot of peple i jusyt need help so if anyone cares. hear my tears fall, fall down the sad loney face who cryes but noone likes to help. well i need somone to be there but i cant talk or walk all i think is if my mom is ok but i dont even know i keed help trying ( Read more... )

now i can tell no one cares what i wright about so i dont think i am going to write any more. so ashley went to the greenday thing and i hope she had fun i hope she calls me i really do i love hert so much and i am leaveing soon and i am gonig to missher and it really sucks. but you know ashley said she is over it so i guess its time for me to stop ( Read more... )

wow ashley you dont even leave a comment any more so i ma doing writeing in this good bye

wow i cant bleave that i have to go away for 3 months for boot camp that realy sucks but you know it what i got to do i cant stop crying and thinking of Ashley its going to be the hardest thing to do but you know i hate it so much but its somthing i am scard what is going to happen i love ashley so muck and now i got to leave for a 90 day pired and ( Read more... )