lately i've been finding myself sitting at home alone. this is how i spend most of my days. sitting, thinking, getting ready for practice, cooking, cleaning, and doing homework. i haven't been inspired to do anything lately. not even writing songs... this upsets me ( Read more... )

he just so happened to have dated the cutest girl ever! and he still seems pretty close to her. =( this makes me sad. and i was kind-of friends with her. i guess i'm just jealous...

today was ok... i told katie who i like... =)she freaked out... it was so funny. i hope everyone is having a great start to their week like i am ( Read more... )

grey's anatomy tonight!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i've had withdrawl from a new episode for like 3 weeks... i'm excited.

i'm also excited for school tomorrow surprisingly... =)

happy birthday to amanda kellar!!!

I'M IN LIKE WITH A BOY!!!!! i found out some news that made me very happy. the guy i like (now) has been acting kind-of weird around me, i don't even know how to describe it. so yesterday my friend talks to one of his friends and for some reason starts asking about him. his friend said he was single, but is interested in some girl in one of his ( Read more... )

i want something i can't have. i shouldn't have... don't deserve to have. and this depresses me. what's worse is that someone else may get it... why do i care though?

i feel very fat today. i had the urge last night at 12:30 to work out so i did. and now today i just feel fat. i should just stop eating ( Read more... )

today is mici anne murphy's birthday!

i wore green as sam left to go to the concert tonight. i'm so pissed i couldn't go. but chocolate made my life good again.

your name here
believe me
it's not what you think
wish what you want
it's all the same to me
well not really, but anyway
it's just it's nothing so simple
nothing so silly
nothing so mundane...

^straylight run- your name here

where is the at the mmoment we need most
you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
they tell me your blue skies fade to grey
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tomorrow is easter!!!! happy easter!!!! i hope everyone gets lots and lots of chocolate ( Read more... )