i can't beleive this feeling. i don't get it. it makes no sense. i have someone. he loves me. i'm so happy. so, why, WHY do i still think about you? why once every blue moon do u pop into my head? why do i even care at all? why did my heart drop into my stomache when i realized you had someone too? why does it matter? why does it affect me? it ( Read more... )

oh my god. i have never valued my life so much as i do right now. people say they have near dealth experiences and i used to laugh at them...it just seemed so silly. but seriously, it is the most frightening thing in the world. EVERYTHING changes so fast. literally in the blink of an eye...fractions of a second, and everything is different. fate ( Read more... )

you never truly appreciate something until its gone...really gone. i have so much to say. i didnt know i was capable of feeling so many different emotions at once. regret...disbeleif...yearning...confusion...heartbreak...reminisence...warmth...despair ( Read more... )

Here's a riddle for you....

what smells like poop
tastes like poop
and is brown, yucky and poopy?

...POOP!

you're digusting.

BUT THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's monkey wrestle again soon...i liked it...it gives me lady gravy...

life is so good.

it just is. everything is great.

:)

well, its over. my college audition is over. ture, i still have my audition at fsu next weekend. but i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulder. i'm happy with my performance today. *knock on wood* now its just a waiting game ( Read more... )

- five month anniversary.

- 6 days until UCF auditions.

- 13 days until FSU auditions.

- 5 days until i see Andrew again.

- 1 day after districts (i LOVE troupe 4259!)

- wow.

well...we made it to states with our one act!! out of thirteen schools, we came out as one of the top three. i'm so excited! and the best part....WE'RE ALL GOING TO STATES! that has never meant so much to me in all my four years of high school. i LOVE our troupe this year. we're really like a family. states is going to be AMAZING. i forgot how much ( Read more... )

life is amazing...but stressful.

school is good. boyfreind is perfect....

but, one acts tomorrow (yikes!). college auditions in two 1/2 weeks (big YIKES!).

WOOOOOWWWW!

wow. you know how when you can't imagine something could possibily get any better, but it just does? and you don't know what to do with yourself because everything is just so warm and fuzzy inside and you think you might explode from all the happiness? and even though there may be some bad things or some hurdles in your way they become so small ( Read more... )