Maybe I should have given that Greek guy my number.
Maybe he would have fucked my brains out and I wouldn't have to think anymore.

Why can't mothers be right about everything?

I wish I could explain to myself how I spent $300 in one weekend.

I don't even know where it all went.

And if how you spend your New Years Eve is a reflection on the upcoming year... I am very very scared, lol.

So my adpotive uncle, Mark, is in the hospital with heart failure.
Lindsey's cancer isn't gone.
My dad is still jobless.
So is my aunt.
My other uncle isn't getting better.
And I am barely keeping afloat.

Whyyyyy right now?
Why do bad things always happen at Christmastime?

I miss my girls from business and it hasn't even been a day.

So to make everything better... my dad lost his job today.

SAFE TO SAY, I have never cried at a horror movie until this evening when I SOBBED (haha girls, you didn't see me! :]) during The Mist.

What the hell, seriously?

Not an ounce scary but definitely makes you feel like SHIT, that is for sure.

I have spent the majority of my weekend off sleeping and cleaning and I look around and realize neither one of those were productive but at least I pulled out my Accounting book to study for Tuesday's test ( Read more... )

Yayyy I'm 19 today!!!!
I love birthdays!
I'm excited for Canada later tonight,
And then getting totally shitfaced on FRIDAY!

So why is it that when I get close to people I get scared and run away? Why am I so afraid of committment? Is it because when I was fourteen my father told me he thought about taking me away with him and going back to Ohio, thus leaving my mother? Is that why? Is it because my one aunt is on her fifth marriage? Is it because I have watched my ( Read more... )