I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This boys got a hold on me

-ushers the man!- I'm definitely in an usher mood tonight-

So its Tuesday and i had yet again another fun night....4 fun nights in a row in boring ol' chi...gotta love it! It's gonna suck when we have to go back to school on Monday. I'm gonna cry bc i have an ( Read more... )

Definitely was not a heartbreak monday. No school bitches.

I had an awesome night with the 05 crew. Always fun times with them all. There was soo many funny moments tonight..it was just a night that i needed to make me smile again. Hopefully we'll all get to hang out for new years eve....but nobody knows whats goin on for that yet. But once again i ( Read more... )

HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS!

Well Christmas is over and it was a good one.  My family is crazy but its always good times. It feels great to have a family so close...laughing is never a problem.

I really didn't have anything special i wanted this christmas..so there wasn't anything to look forward too i guess. But I'm pleased with what i got ( Read more... )

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!

Well i figured something out last night.....i'm happy but when i'm by myself and i start thinking about things i'm not happy anymore. So maybe it's best if i try to have friends around me more...so i don't get all depressed. It's amazing how much you find out just by reading something.. So a lot of people don't know ( Read more... )

CHRISTMAS BREAK IS HERE!!!!!! how exciting is that?! doesn't really feel like christmas though..i dunno why. I had an awesome day ...easy school day even though we did do some work in the morning but other then that, no complaints here. I got lots of presents today too. I wish i would of got a present in the mail though...my freakin St Joes letter ( Read more... )

Yesterday was once again another heartbreak monday. The typical. I got some xmas shopping done though soo that was the only good thing.

Umm..today was good i guess..PASTA DAY!..i got my senior pics back..they look worse then the proofs i think. But i have to go make copies bc i don't have enough to give to the people that want one. Yeah pretty easy ( Read more... )

Well let me update you on my life.....

I'm not feeling sick anymore....so excitied for that!

Don't feel like going to school tomorrow....didn't finish reading my book for english..still have 100 pages to read by tues.  greeeeat

Eagles almost gave me a heart attack today...way to wait til the last 2 minutes to win guys!

Well all day yesterday and ( Read more... )

I'm getting better. Still a lil sick and sad, but i'm working on it. Yesterday i figured something out......not to give a fuck about people. I mean, i'm a nice person right? But there are some people and the things they do that just drive u crazy and u can't be nice anymore.

I went up to Oxford last night to see heather and meet new people. They ( Read more... )

I came home early from school today bc i feel really really sick. I just couldn't take sitting there any longer. I went to wawa to get some soup and cough drops..made me feel a lil better.  So i was laying in bed and got some text messages from my buddies! i love them. Joel left me a voice mail, he makes me laugh so much, that brightened up my day ( Read more... )

So i realized today that i'm stupid. Stupid for caring again and even trying. I always put myself out there and in the end i get screwed over. I thought things were looking up but i just got smacked in the face with reality a couple minutes ago and boyyyy was i dumb. When will things ever get better for me. It sucks, everyone knew this was going to ( Read more... )