So...I fucked up. Did well for most of the day, until night time, when I binged and purged.

I think I got most of it up, but still - not okay.

You know, I hate being caught in this? I do wish I could find a way to be happy that didn't involve feeling so ill all of the time. After the purge, as seems common lately, I feel nauseous and weird. At my ( Read more... )

Breakfast is going to be a Venti Skinny Caramel Latte from Starbucks: 160 calories (no whip of course ( Read more... )

Alright, I have figured it out ( Read more... )

"Pro eating disorder". It is somewhat disgusting that I find myself back here on my old profile, from so many years ago.
...as some of you may know from years ago, and some of you who I have yet to meet may not, I have had an eating disorder for years. BULIMIA. It has come all too close to killing me, time and time again.
I was overweight, in my ( Read more... )

Bulimia ( Read more... )

Updating to confirm this as some people seem to think I am pro anorexia: I AM NOT. I am in no way pro anything detrimental to your health. I CARE about all of you people and myself enough to want all of us to get BETTER. I care about you, really about YOU, and not all of these people who are adding you going "omg your so thin! can I add u?" because ( Read more... )

Hello!

Hey. Hope you're all doing okay.

Fuck bingeing and purging. Fuck bulimia.

Seriously.

Breakfast:

* little branch of green grapes

* half a cup of coffee with some milk and splenda

I got in a fight with my mom. She told me I was the only thing in her life making her miserable, IE if I weren't in her life it would be perfect ( Read more... )