does anybody fucking miss me at all!? the only one that ever calls me anymore is laura... i have a feeling that even my own blood (or people i consider blood) don't even miss me...

some one kill me please! my dad has now included chris's dad on his quest to make sure we never see each other again... i don't know what to do some one help me!

ok hears the thing ( Read more... )

omg JUSTIN IS HERE! i'm so happy tonight was a good and bad night all get into details later but i'm tired and over at kitty's house... gtg ttyl!

~Vicious Angel

hey guys i'm trying to endure my brothers party....not working i'm lost in my own world right now though...i'm listening to what i think is evanescence's new song call me when your sober....it flippin awesome! shanon is begining to get on my nerves she is always with justin bennett, it kinda hurts, laura is coming over to hang out with me tonight! ( Read more... )

lol i'm having a party today i can't wait! i think justin might stop by! well got to go and finish cleaning! ttyl!

ITS MY BIRHTDAY!

WOW! thats the only way to describe how i feel right now! i went to church last night and rededicated my life to god! it was amazing! all my fears and worries were lifted instantly!i no longer fear whats going to happen this school year with out my seniors....yes i'm sad they wont be there but not depressed where i want or need my blade anymore! ( Read more... )

for daniel!

hey guys its the morining of the last day of band camp and i'm excited! its only half a dayt oday so yippee!!!!!! my only issue is its my last day ever for band camp....i kinda got to know tj better at freshman band camp my sophmore year....i hate dwelling on things like this! it sux! my senior year is turning out to be exactly as i pictured it... ( Read more... )