Why can't I think of anything but him? I haven't talked to him in forever but its like when I see him all the old feelings come back again. He's never made me happy so why am I acting like this? I need security in my life more than anything. I need someone who is always there for me, someone who genuinely cares, and I don't have that from anyone in ( Read more... )

Nobody ever comments on this shit.

I thought I saw your face today, in the sparkle of the morning sun. And then I heard the angel say, "Their work on earth is done." I thought I heard your voice today, then laugh your hearty laugh. And then I heard the angel say, "There's peace dear one at last." I thought I felt your touch today, in the breeze that rustled by. And then I heard the ( Read more... )

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I want to go to sleep but I have a paper due in the morning and it is most definitley not finished. And look at me! I'm on livejournal. WHY? Because I'm Attention Deficit Disorder out the ass tonight. I can't concentrate for shit ( Read more... )

Today was really fun ( Read more... )

So today was less than exciting. I'm grounded so not many options. I went to the ballpark and worked the NLR game for a few hours then got paid $$. Then went to the mall and spent it all. Imagine that. I'm happy with my purchases though ( Read more... )

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I would see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time that I'd hear your voice lifted up in ( Read more... )

Didn't go to school today. Took longest nap ever. Sour cream and onion potato chips and U.S. Pizza sandwiches are my best friends. <33 Watching Charmed. Too lazy to write complete sentences.

I just couldn't wait until football season

( The Texas truth. )