i haven't accomplished much of anything these last few months and i keep making excuses for myself. work. school. society. anything to give my mind a little rest. an idea of peace, that everything really is under control, everything is handled, and i don't get that awful feeling that i am worthless to just about everyone and everything. i mean ( Read more... )

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things are running around in my head right now. and i have this song on repeat. loop. looping around and around. it doesn't have an end or a beginning. and i sort of like that. i wish life were more like that. but not exactly. because i can't stand a constant. i have to have ups and downs. i have to have drama. we all do. mediocrity and simplicity ( Read more... )

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Specks and swirls and my eyes are squeezed much too tight. The colors burst lime and tangerine on my inner skull ( Read more... )

well this is new.
and i was really enjoying it.
until the whole vulnerability/uncertainty factor set in.
and now i just feel hopeless.

which isn't new.

but it's spring break. and oh think of the possibilities.

hey guys, here are some um...well...entertaining? pictures of our bbq last weekend ( Read more... )

acoustic guitar makes me feel lonely.

my smile pleasures of today:

the cute boy in front of me in my sociology discussion with a radiohead tshirt

double cookies in my takeout lunch

gwen stephanie's "i ain't no hollaback girl"

grapefruit

sunshine (kind of)

my shamu lunchbox!

opium tea time

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sometimes, it doesn't take much.