Wow! I made it to 2023! I was a whiny little beotch years ago, wasn't I?

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Don't fucking delete me!

Is this thing still on?

I'm seriously pathetic.

There has to be more to life.

I have no fight left in me.  I can't take it anymore.

In NJ for training.  Computer shit.  I am eating myself into oblivion.  Fucking good food everywhere.  Haven't even been to NY yet.  I need to hit the gym hard and heavy once the new year rolls around.

BTW, watch 'Let the Right One In' if you get a chance to.

The Joker: “Don’t talk like one of them, you’re not! Even if you’d like to be. To them, you’re just a freak-like me. They need you right now. When they don’t…they’ll cast you out. Like a leper. See, their morals, their code: it’s a bad joke. They’re dropped at the first sign of trouble. They’re only as good as the world allows them to be. You’ll ( Read more... )

i'm drunk.
and right now i'm so in love with you.
and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do.
lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars.
while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car.