so i haven't written in this thing for god knows how long, and looking back at my older entries i actually laugh out loud at how i would actually use this thing as an emotional outlet, only so people would read it, ask me if i'm ok, and i'd lie and say "yes" but deep down feel accomplished in a way because someone noticed me. college has turned out ( Read more... )

peace out westchester. only 3 nights left.

i'm so sick. so sick of people. fuck them all. so sick of everyone being up my ass trying to pull something out so that it will ease their guilt about being assholes. whatever. i'm done caring. i didn't do shit. i don't need to explain myself. miscommunication and exaggerations are the only excuses i'm hearing. too bad i don't care enough to listen ( Read more... )

going out with my brother tonight. i'm meeting him at his office, then we're going to dinner, then going to see madonna at madison square garden. this weekend was a lot of fun. on friday we met up at the eastchester track, hung out there for a while, then went to daniela and crisi's house for a while. then saturday was crisi's 80s themed sweet 16. ( Read more... )

wow. nagorski family intervention. a completely contradictory lie from every single person. i hate my family. i'm so excited that i only have one month left of this shit.

unbelievable.
this can't be happening.
it just hit me this past hour.
i had no idea i could hate this much.
not just you, but myself.

so i woke up today with a 102 degree fever. i have swollen glands, a really itchy throat, a whooping cough, and i'm ridiculously congested. i've had it for a couple of days now but it wasn't half as bad so i thought it was just allergies. but this morning i woke up and i just feel like complete shit. i think i got it from my mom cuz she had the ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for disneyworld in an hour, yay ( Read more... )

last night was fun. after work, rachel and i smoked up with dan and we watched scream and had apple sauce. good times good times. then today i went to lunch with jake and got to spend some quality time with him, cuz it's always forever since the last time we hung out. so we had lunch which was fun and good catching up time and updating eachother on ( Read more... )

good times in the city last night. i fucking love club horus. i know people say this about disneyworld, but it's def the happiest place on earth, haha. speaking of which, rachel and i are leaving for disney in three days!! i'm soooo excited!! it's going to be amazing. then the day after we get back is prom, two days after that is graduation and ( Read more... )