Last day of high school was a lot of fun. I left around 11:15 and went to Haiku to get sushi for lunch with Rachel. We then came back to my house and watched part of the MTV Movie Awards. I then went back to school at 2:50 for the senior prank. Afterwards, I went to the select picnic, which was a nice goodbye from Ms. Myers. She made each of the ( Read more... )

so when listening to my itunes while getting dressed for school, a song came on that i used to love in like 9th grade. listening to it and the lyrics now, i realize that, although this is ridiculously cheesy, etc., really describes how i feel about my high school career perfectly ( Read more... )

my high school experience is nothing but mostly a blur of regrets. there are so many things i wish i could go back in time and change, but obviously can't. there are so many people i wish i could have gotten to know better, and so many people i wish i didn't get to know at all. i'm more ready to leave than ever before, and i'm honestly not sad ( Read more... )

i got my eyebrow pierced today. i was going to get another tattoo (pisces sign on the back of my left ankle region), but i didn't have enough time cuz me and rachel had to be at work by 4:30. i'm really excited about my piercing tho. i've wanted to get it done for a while ( Read more... )

think of the lowest point you've ever been at. the point in your life where you've felt like you have nothing left to live for and everything possible and every aspect of your life, good and bad, has come crashing down at you from every angle leaving you completely trapped. i know i sound like the most melodramatic person in the world right now but ( Read more... )

yesterday marked one month until graduation and three months until i move into school. fast forward, please?

"those who matter don't mind, and those that mind don't matter." - dr. seuss.

wise fucking man.

loooong day. but on a brighter note: six flags next tuesday :-)

i've learned a lot about some of my so called "friends" this week. i've discovered just how fake these relationships are. so much happening behind my back that i never knew or thought would happen/be possible. it's fine. at least i know who i can really rely on and trust. just know that i know, and that things are about to drastically change. you' ( Read more... )

i had a panic attack during italian today. i've only gotten 2 before in my life, but this was by far the worst one. randomly out of nowhere i couldn't breathe or stop shaking and i felt like my lungs were tightening up so much. i went to the bathroom and broke down hysterically crying for like 4 minutes. i don't know why or how it happened. rachel ( Read more... )