dear charlie, the telephone can be magical
dear chloe, I miss you.
dear colin, I'm sorry i never see you.
dear country fair, i am excited to see you again.
dear dana, you are awesome
dear "dear," words look funny after a while.
dear julia ward, i'm sorry your mom is sending you away.
dear kelsea, i miss you too. why are you upset?
dear kevin, why are ( Read more... )

whoa whoa oh oh ( Read more... )

the earthquake is making the house shake.

1. June is almost over ( Read more... )

oh my.

I feel like i've been missing out on a whole other side of people, of lives and such.  That i only smoke a lot of pot and distance myself from those not smoking with me. Or not coming home early to sleep with me. Its not voluntary, it just works out that way. And while sometimes it makes me mad, its also nice to have some time to yourself. ( Read more... )

whoa whoa i've only been gone for three days, maybe four, and its all going on here while i AM gone and hmm. its thought provoking.

im feeling rather perplexed as to a place where i belong. as to whats happening to these groups to which i belong. quite per[plexed.

(I had such a good time, by the way. It was two and a half very very gloriously full ( Read more... )

sooo....here i am in my city and in my element and in my parents car and in my gramma's apartment and in charlie's house ( Read more... )

i fall asleep like this.

without fail, again i am high. and without fail, itll take me hours to write something very very long that only stoned people understand.

my mother is being very bizzarre. I honestly think our brains work differently. She thinks she has more control on me than she ever has? It is uncomfortable when she acts like she'll take ( Read more... )

Livejournal presents me with an error page every time i try and comment so here are some things:

I feel so bad when my social fears draw me into the house, under the blankets and away from everyone. It wont be like that forever, my friends, I can't promise but I can hope? I dont know if empathy is hiding or if its just a confusion regarding motives ( Read more... )

today
was full. Of many a thing. And it felt like summer for the first time this year.

Kelsea and I slept until noon. ANd then we decided to adventure into the unknown world of exercise and take in the beautiful Butte. We made peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and put them in bags. I drew a heart on hers and she drew a dead frowning little man on ( Read more... )