I HAD BAD DREAMS LAST NIGHT ABOUT TONIGHT. Oh my god, I am fucking freaked about the performance. :'(

So there's this boy, Eric. Yeah. We haven't done anything yet but things seem to point in that direction. I'm just not sure if I am ready to open up to somebody. I'm scared of wasting time on a person when that part of my life could be lived a different way. I don't want to hurt anybody either, including myself. Oh, it's so hard being up here at ( Read more... )

MidnightxDreary (3:27:24 PM): i think im still on a quest to find myself
TheWarrior313 (3:28:16 PM): well if your still on the quest, dont forget to save your progress on your memory card

A few first floor people..

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"What's wrong with my life today?"

I am terribly bored. I have to memorize my performance by Tuesday (and I don't even know what story I am doing it on). Also, a stupid analysis paper has to be written on that story, too. JSLJDsfjs. I can't get it off of my mind. A lot of kids in my class that had to go last Tuesday that normally do REALLY good got up there a couple times and ( Read more... )

I am depressed and lonely. It's hard to trust new people and start over here. I have nobody close to me that really knows or understands. I just wish I could go out and have some fun with somebody that I am close to. Here, people just move right on to the next person. Like the previous person didn't matter at all. Just another face they met and can ( Read more... )

Hey guess what? I got a D (63) on my astronomy lab exam. I hate that fucking class. The stupid graduate teacher is only a few years older than US and can't teach worth shit. It was pretty bad. I belive that the average grade in that class was a 60something. Guh. I give up in there. It's so stupid. In other news, I have a good idea of what classes I ( Read more... )

A teddy bear rips at it's seams
A lonely child cries
Nothing is quite what it seems
When an innocent creature dies.

uhhh, that just came to my mind lol.

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