yea um hi. i miss you already hehe. i'm so happy u r visiting next weekend as well... yay.

wow things have changed so much since my last entry in may... things are different now. and here i am at arcadia... a place i could only imagine living in only a few months ago.... wow.

Have a good life,
that you knw you're wasting,
using and twisting.

Have good friends
but i know that they hate,
my drama, emotion and ugly mistakes.

Had a good family,
but not anymore,
they believe in a me that doesn't exist.

Wish my heat knew
what i should do,
wish my heart was harder, stronger.

♥ crissy

OK left w/o a prom date, parents were fighting again last night, and did really sleep that well last night (through no fault of yours nicole i just had stuff on my mind ( Read more... )

I cannot believe that i actually had a tearfilled conversation with my mother... wow we actually communicated. Not that she listened to a word i said ( Read more... )

No more long posts i promise i know they are a bitch to read.... sorry. (i know i don't usually read long ones so i don't expect you all to)

gtg ♥ crissy

my heart hurts. stop talking about her. stop caring. i feel it in my head and in my stomach. I feel the tears behind my eyes and the pain behind my ribs ( Read more... )