nobody reads this thing and im glad. i want to look back at this entry and smile without worrying about what people might say. this weekend was amazing. i havent felt this amazing and carefree in a long fucking time. i had a four day weekend and on thursday nikki and i went to a haunted house in our costumes it was freaking awesome. and scary as ( Read more... )

omg i cant handle it anymore. i miss chelsea so fucking much. seriously this is being codependent at its worst haha. its not fair you have to be ripped away from the people you love only to be thrown into a place where you havent felt the same way in over a year. the best week of my LIFE was with her! best fucking week of my life consisted of ( Read more... )

oh gawd im listening to the theme from free willy like over and over. its embarrasing. but its kind of touching. haha. oh well i havent updated this in YEARS not really but months and im in a bad mood so ill write today. i thought my senior year would be so much fun but its really not going to swell. ive alreadly basically lost one of my greatest ( Read more... )

so amy left yesterday which sucked. i miss having some clarks summit love. courtney is coming most likely in august.  same with jordan and jenny fuckkkk yeah! its very cold in my room right now. blah. so yeah tonight i think ryan and jexter are going to hang out with me and ashley.  those three are like my life. i dont like to hang out with anyone ( Read more... )

so i just got back from what could possibly be the most stressful time at disneyland one could ever have. oh how i hate to be disappointed. everyone says be optimistic but im starting to think that being a pessimist is a much better way to go through life. that way you'll rarely be disappointed. your already a shady mother fucker looking at life ( Read more... )

yeah so im watching ace ventura great fucking movie trying to  calm myself down. im a little pissed right now. people are just a little aggrevating at times but whatever. so tomorrow im going to Disneyland which should be hella fun.  we are getting picked up in a limo haha rock star style.  and tonight im going to the hot hot heat concert fuckign ( Read more... )

tomorrow is friday and its our last REAL day of school. im so stoked. so sick of school. ahh i want to be in Australia! so today i went to the desert passages with jex and we handed in our apps and we both got an interview at FCUK so say a prayer i got a job because i really dont want to be stuck at hollister!

( stolen from amy )

so yeah school is over in a little over a week. the time as flown by and i have no idea what happend. isnt it weird when you cant remember what happend that year and your judgement for time is all off. like when i think oh i met yadda yadda like 2 weeks ago, when its actually been like two months ago but the time is flying by so fast it feels like ( Read more... )

im watching possibly the dumbest show in the fucking world. its on like discovery kids and dear god i dont even know why im watching it. its like survivor but for little kid fuckers. and damien from my school is in it. haha hahahha oh hahah! last night was so amazing. i was with Leah,Barbara,Jexter,and Addison and we all got high. i hadnt been high ( Read more... )

jenny chapman is really freaking hawt! chicka ow ow!! do0o it up baby!!!!!!