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If there was an afterlife, Hell would be a fever dream

This type of thing is happening a lot. Someone goes off on a tangent and says "your mommy never bought you [whatever] and now you want to die", and then seem to forget I never mentioned [whatever] in the first place. Then they tell me I'm a piece of shit for killing myself over it. It's like they forget they're the one that mentioned [whatever] in ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm going to try to consolidate this so that everyone's questions are answered. I feel I owe it to all of you ( Read more... )

Someone told me that the Christmas tree set up on a large piece of equipment in my town is put up every year by a volunteer. Someone actually climbs to the top in the middle of winter and strings lights around the wire frame. They do this so that everyone in the town can see and enjoy it. I don't know if this is true or not. I'd like to think it is

There's lights strung up all over town. Walking down the street without being acknowledged with at least a friendly smile is almost impossible. For the first time since childhood, it feels like the smile I give in return is genuine. Christmas has been turned into a bastard child of greeting card mega-corporations and toy companies, and it shows ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot about this, and I'd like to try to clear a few things up ( Read more... )

I opened my e-mail today and thought there must be something wrong with my account. Over 1000 emails ( Read more... )

Would you push a man off a cliff if he were about to jump anyway?

I don't know how this happened, but it seems a lot of people have gotten wind of this journal in a short amount of time. For every positive comment, there are two negative ones.

Like a lot of other things in my life, this has blown up in my face.

Dying is far more complicated than I thought it would be. Ironic that these complications are part of the reason I want to die in the first place ( Read more... )