oh my god i'm craving soooo bad right now. and everyone just left so i'm alone in a house full of food. fuck. and i've been on this plateau of 118 for a few days now. maybe if i eat & then fast for another 2 weeks, it'll take my body out of starvation mode & make my metabolism do something?! i don't really fucking know. i'm scared. i can't handle ( Read more... )

today was very stressful. for awhile, the thought of food crossed my mind cause i was so stressed out & eating tends to be relaxing for some reason. i came home & smoked some pot instead. now i'm not as stressed out. i think it was a really good trade-off: pot instead of food.

i got kinda shaky at work tonite. i think it's cause i was stressed out ( Read more... )

it's day 12, going on day 13. i was 118.0 yesterday afternoon. i'm hoping to see 117-something when i wake up tomorrow. today was a shitty day at work, but i had to do about of shit where i was lifting things & running around, etc. i could tell i got some exercise out of it cause i was worn out by the end of the nite. the cool thing was that i didn ( Read more... )

OK i keep losing track & getting mixed up about what day/hr. i'm on, but i've been tracking my fast in a calendar, so i figured out that actually i'm on day 9 right now, and at 6 AM, day 10 will begin. day 10! this is exciting. i've always wanted to get to day 10 'cause i've heard that after day 10, you feel like you could just go forever. it is ( Read more... )

OK i got confused when i said it was day 7 on friday. actually it is day 7 right now, but at 6 i hit 168 hrs., which will put me on day 8. i have now beat my personal record. this is the longest i've ever fasted that i can remember keeping track of. and i don't even want to eat, either. i want to see how long i can pull this off. my life seems like ( Read more... )

OK so i was at 144 hrs. (6 days) 22 mins. ago, putting me on day 7 now. i feel great right now!

i was busy all day & nite so i didn't have any time to even think about food. i was at 121.2 yesterday afternoon/evening.  6 lbs. to go till my first short-term goal. i can do this. tonite i wore my biggest pair of "thin" pants that i haven't worn in ( Read more... )

in a half hour, i'll be at 96 hrs.---4 days. then i'll be on day 5. i feel pretty good right now. people start getting up in a half hour or so, so i can't eat cause of them (good).

tomorrow nite might be a little more challenging cause i get off work early (6) but i don't have any particular plans, so i'll have to keep busy w/ stuff. i think ( Read more... )

i'm at about 66.5 hrs. now. i was bored earlier but there were people around,so i wasn't really tempted to eat. then i went to a show w/ a friend, so i just got home a little bit ago. i did drink t onite, but not too much. something i've noticed about fasting is that it really lowers your tolerance to about everything, so i didn't need many drinks ( Read more... )

OK it's day 2--will be day 3 at 6. i'm still doing well & feeling great. only thing is my parents were doing some work on the house & turned off the filtered water. wtf? and the faucet water we have tastes like lead. ugh. so i've been having to drink coffee & powerade, which i don't really want to do cause powerade does have some calories. oh well ( Read more... )

OK i just started my "may fast" 14 mins. ago. i only had a mini-minge, but that's a good thing. i'm not hungry at all but also not over-stuffed. i'll probably be writing in here a lot. this is going to be really hard, but also extra great if i pull it off. *crosses fingers*

I AM STRONG. I CAN DO THIS.

i will show everyone how much will-power & ( Read more... )