i'm still pretty much on track, so yay! i've been fasting mostly all week & i think i'm like on day 4 or 5 now, i'd have to go check my calendar to be sure. i weighed in at 103.6 today, putting my BMI at 18.4. i really want to get down to 95, but i know that's probably going to be really difficult. still tryin, though. most of my friends & co- ( Read more... )

this daylight savings time change thing is going to make my fast a little more confusing, but, OK, whatever...it's at 48 hrs. now. my stomach is still making these crazy noises. i guess it's a good thing no one's around. i still feel decent other than being hungry which is to be expected. i kinda feel committed to not eating now, though.

on day 10 now. last time checked (yesterday afternoon) i was still at fucking 116.4. that pisses me off. it's been stuck there for days now. but i haven't given up yet. i'm still fasting & hoping that it'll say 115 tomorrow. i had fun tonite getting compltely stoned, but i think i might have looked like crap. i don't know. it might just be my ( Read more... )

it's day 6 (125 hrs.) was at 116 yesterday. i feel great. =)

last time i checked i was 116. this is the lowest i've been since new yrs. i also wore some "thin" pants tonite that i haven't worn in years. my confidence has been way up. i've been getting some pretty hardcore cravings for nachos lately, but i really don't want to give this up. it's not worth it. plus, i'm going out to clubs w/ my friends twice ( Read more... )

i'm on day 4 now. yesterday turned out to be really easy. i went to work, then afterwards to a friend's. i was somewhat occupied & not at home all day, so that rocked. tonite should be easy, too, since i'm going out in a little bit. i'm 118 again today. no more 120, yay! i actually got somewhat dressed up today. i'm wearing some "thin" clothes. it ( Read more... )

in 15 mins. i'll be at 48 hrs. no big deal, but at least i didn't fuck it up today. i wasn't really craving much & i'm about to try to go to bed, so i'm safe for now. i think istill feel sorta shitty for screwing up my fast last weekend. now being on day 2 or 3 doesn't seem like anything. i did get my first hunger pangs, or whatever you call them, ( Read more... )

OK by some miracle, i ate nachos last nite & didn't gain any weight! *sigh* still 120, not good, but not bad considering my bad behavior yesterday.

today, i've been good, though. i've found that since i broke my 14-day fast last weekend, i've had kinda a hard time getting motivated to fast again, but i think i'm getting my motivation back. i don't ( Read more... )

ok so i'm craving sweets & there happens to be a very decadent-looking chocolate cake in the fridge. plus, my mom decided to buy a bunch of con queso (which i crave always). lucky me! i know if i eat, i'll get really sick, not to mention  that i want to lsoe more weight this week. if i don't eat this week, i might see 115-116 by the end of the week ( Read more... )

OK so i fucked up the other nite & ate some cheese & cheeseball. luckily, i didn't totally binge 'cause i freaked out the whole time i was eating it. but, hey, i made it for 14 days, which is longer than i thought i would go. i was really sick afterward & still sick the next day from it. my body is definitely not used to digesting solid food.

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