Ur just fucking horrible parents. You have no idea what its like to be a kid. I can't take it anymore. All this shit I go through everyday, and you don't help at all. All you're fucking yelling, you can't say a fucking nice word to me. It just kills me, it kills me on the inside. I just cant smile with you anymore. It just hurts so much all the ( Read more... )

Depression does this to you... It sucks the joy out of what you love and live for, and enhances the feelings of sadness of the things you hate, and would die for. For example, school. I used to fucking love school. I used to live for it. You get there, see some awesome teachers, best friends who you would hang out with for like over an hour a day. ( Read more... )

Alright. So here's my dissapointing day. I was going to write the concert part in my journal you know, the old fashion kind with the pen and paper? Because I'm fucking embarrased. but I thought. Hey, i dont think neone who knows me knows about this, and i want people to know what im feeling, so here goes ( Read more... )

You'll never be fucking satisfied. You'll never be fucking happy. You'll never stop your fucking bitching and moaning that drones on like a fucking broken record. I've never understood that saying until now. But its such a fitting one. The only difference is with you and a broken cd player is you won't fucking stop. And you can't be taken somewhere ( Read more... )

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You can't get a guy to have sex with you by being funny.

I feel so fucking depressed. School sucks. Today I went to the allergist. turns out my nose IS too small for my body! well, not that but like it. its like crocked inside a bit on one side, so the air flow is bad. im so happy im finally gettin this sorted out and we're finally taking this seriously. so on the way back we stopped by dominion. and ( Read more... )

I decided to put my drumset together again cuz i thought i needed to get out some tension. But it didn't work, I'm rusty at best. And I suck. But i decided, why should i even try to be good? i practise and practise and no one cares? cept me? no one cares, it makes no difference to anyone. maybe for like 2 secounds. I read a bunch of other peoples ( Read more... )

I hate this fucking feeling. Im so sad, and i just feel, like, i dont know what i want? I wanna fucking scream, but i dont wanna hurt my voice, i wanna fucking punch something, but i dont have a punching bag. I want to just stop fucking living rite now, but i dont feel like sleeping and i have fucking homework to do.my heart hurts ( Read more... )

School fucking sucks. I used to like it, but i want to be back at camp. I dont want to be here anymore. I have lunch with one friend. And hes fucking anoying and i hate him. My best friend switched out of my fucking english class that was gonna be awesome now im left with fucking chinks and fuckins sluts. He also switched out of my lunch now. So i' ( Read more... )