i like ( Read more... )

the last time it rained like this. i sat on my floor and thought of you ( Read more... )

I dont know man ( Read more... )

suddenly im crying ( Read more... )

i knew it.

i knew it.

i knew it.

i knew it all along

no one could ever love me like that. i knew it was all too good to be true. i knew i am not right for anyone. but myself

i knew it. i knew it in my heart but my FUCKING mind told me i was wrong, you and my mind must be drinking buddies.

my heart hasnt stopped pounding ( Read more... )

God, what the fuck ( Read more... )

sitting there ( Read more... )

I lie awake at night ( Read more... )

i want to go on prozac. maybe not during the year, maybe in the summer. although im happy enough then anyway. maybe i doo need it during the school year. to boost my will, and self confidence. i wonder if itll be like weed. happier. obviously not floating. 'mind-altering'. everythings just, dark, in my head. it all. clouded.and.. it feels like a ( Read more... )