Here it is......

[_d_e_a_t_h_____]

The last part doesnt have anything to do with it, but atleast I can say its in its entirety.
Ohhh, and for those of you who don't read IM conversations on LJ, this one is probably worth it.

Comments

[failedfollower]

Bro thats some deep shit not gonna council you and tell u to spark up but an idea maybe just maybe you should write what you said in the IM and exactly how you feel and give it to Lee it may explain better how you feel than a bunch of random talk at once leaving the subject untouched take care man

[sex_on_the_rox]

i've gone through severe depression. . .

[infact i haven't been feeling myself lately]

but anyway. it seems to me that that's whats wrong. You can't blame yourself forever. What Lee does; Lee does. it isn't in your control. If she decides to ignore you, then that's her. if she decides to talk to her, that's her decision. not yours. you shouldn't worry about something that isn't in your control. it will drive you crazy. absolutely madd.
Guilt is a horrible feeling, but you have to forgive yourself.

'tis a naturalistic world.
♥
i love you kurt!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[_d_e_a_t_h_____]

Your making the same mistake everyone else is making. I know what Lee does she does, I don't mean to change her. I understand. Everyone thinks that this is just me asking for Lee to forgive me, and this is the OPPOSITE.

(nobodyevergetsme)