I just want to slit my fucking throat.

so im not sure if i want to go to med or venterinary school..so im shadowing a vet next semester. suring the summer im vounteering at at vet's office and shadowing an md at a hospital =) if i can bring my intro to cells grade up, im going to make dean's list first semester!!!!!

so im moving in sunday and im wicked excited =) maggie and i requested eachother and we got put in a quad (ehich is actually good because they're HUGE) we're with a girl named amaris who so far is a bitch (she was really nasty to mags and the only things she's ever said to me is "i call bottom bunk". so naturally im going to try to get there first ( Read more... )

fuck you. if i had something to say to you i would say it to your face. so stop sneaking through my shit. and since nobody can mind their own business im setting my journal to private. which it was switched to in the first place so i have no clue how you got on to it. im not your friend any more....i have nothing to say to you. you're not a part of ( Read more... )

i love it....tommy and i have been drama free and happy since steph left for camp. now she's back and thinks that he's going to forget everything she did to make us miserable and drop everything to be her friend again. after all the times he's made it very clear that h cant stand her and doesnt want to talk to her she still thinks he cares about ( Read more... )

its been a really really long time since ive updated. and ive somewhat become a hermit in that period too. lol. i got a new cell number. its 6178997249. feel free to text or call. so the past year has been interesting...tommy and i are still together; itll be 16 months in a couple days. we're talking about getting an apartment in salem next summer ( Read more... )

So.....life is not good. =(

I GOT ACCEPTED TO SALEM STATE!!!! lol...i never thought that id be extremely excited to go to a state school, but this school is perfect. im majoring in music and genetic engineering. then im going on to get a master's degree in music therapy. then im going on to do research in the field of music in pre-natal development. its an EXTREMELY new field ( Read more... )

ok...so im done ranting. lol. couldnt help it. i think its funny how drastically things can change in such a short amount of time. at the beginning of this year, i was dead set on a conservatory in new york city. now my top choice for schools is salem state. i withdrew all my applications from new england conservatory, boston conservatory, ( Read more... )

I adore the way people have this utter conviction that I have absolutely no right to be happy. guess what? I do! Because I'm as much of a fucking human being as anyone else. I will not feel guilty for finally having the life that I've always wanted. You can all hate me as much as you want but I'm not going to make myself miserable to appease any ( Read more... )