This is definitely not infatuation.

I've never felt this way before. Not even with the person that I had dated for over three years.

I'm in love. I love Luis Coronado.

Err

The last thing I wanted was to start talking to someone else already..but..it happened and now it looks like I'm rebounding even though I don't think that's it at all. I wish he was an asshole. Please be an asshole. PLEASE.

I guess i hadn't come to the realization that what i had..is gone..up until now. I finally told him that we can't continue talking on aim or have him calling me. I woke up at 4 am feeling queezy from some cheap vodka i had at the bbq. All i wanted to do was talk to Tony..and i can't do that now. it's over. the worst part of this break up is that he ( Read more... )

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Why am I spiraling into a deep pit again. Do I really want to do this? I can't hide the fact that I'm not PASSIONATE about this. I enjoy it, but do I have the passion? Not really. Why couldn't I have opted for a medical field from the beginning. I'm not as good of an artist I thought I was. Is it worth it to just keep going?

Crossing my fingers I can take the summer off without any penalties. ie. higher tuition ( Read more... )

I can't flip this around and strictly stick to one subject. That completely defeats the purpose..plus I don't think I could live with myself without being able to write how I feel ( Read more... )

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I'm temporarily deactivating my Facebook for a good 3 months. I want to liberate myself.
What does this lead to you say? Becoming more focused with my works ANNNNND...

doing a 180 on my livejournal. No more blogging about my life or leaving emo rants. (you're welcome)

FASHION, ART AND DESIGN BLOGGING.
Get inspired.

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