Well.......

I have a job....and I thought life was going to be a lot better b/c of it.

But today my mom was on the phone and apparently we are quite far into debt......like really far....almost as much as we owe on the house......and thats alot.....and now our car needs a brand new transmission we can't even afford.....so we are stuck with one car ( Read more... )

Waahahahha.........its after midnight and I have to work at 8 in the morning.

I've never had a job.

So nervous.

I Have A JOB!!! YaY!

I start at McDonalds.....on Tuesday. Hooray! Hopefully it works out for a while.

I'm just soooo tired.

I jsut want to lay down and sleep for a few days........

I don't EVER want to babysit ever again....not for 5 days and nights in a row.....and getting up at 6 to get kids to school....or when the baby decides to wake up and cry.....

People ask me how come i'll never have kids of my own.....I've had enough with watching other ( Read more... )

Who wants to hang out this weekend?

Leave plans.

So, it makes me sad.....When all of my friends fight with each other.....and it makes me sad when we start fighting with each other......even if we are trying to be the peaceful ones, and try not to get into  it......but somehow we do.....

I've realized that when people are mad at some one else.....they don't really care any more who they lose by ( Read more... )

I cut my hair.....well the front of my hair.....

is Pretty, pic is on the space...........

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Meh.

So i'm back in NY joy joy.......:) I get to see Nate and every one so i'm alot happier and I founf out that i'd lost 3 pounds instead of gaining weight.....YaY!

And Autumn dyed my hair yesterday its this Color :) kinda alot of colors.....reds and pinks.....it looks awesome.

There are pictures on myspace of it.

Other than that not really much going on ( Read more... )

Yeah.....its been awhile since I felt like I could write anything at all......but tonight i've been on a writing spree......So here is one of the things that i've written. Let me know what you think?

Delicate Musings of a Loving Writer

A writer's pen is his haven,
Pouring out heartfelt words,
With a mindless meaning,
Next to him sits his muse,
Seen only ( Read more... )

Meh......Well my day was interesting.....I made dinner which consisted of roast, potato's, carrots, and onions.......It was much better than the last time I made it and every thing was fully cooked and nice n tender ^-^. So i'm really learning how to cook better.

I cleaned the kitchen *again* which I do at least once a day.....wipe down counters ( Read more... )