I'm not really sure why I even started up my LJ again.......it really is pointless.

All people ever do is complain, complain, complain, its just so childish. But if people feel like losing friends over shit then keep it up and be 5 years old again. Actually 5 year olds act alot more mature than most of the people that start the fights and lies.

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Sooo Yeah day 16 in California.

S'all right but I still can't wait to come home and see Jamie, Autumn, and Nate.....a bunch of others but I won't go out on a tangent of naming them all :).

On the phone with Autumn right now. ^-^.

Buuuuut I mowed the lawn again today......takes an hour to fo (*Sighs*) Will start cleaning the house soon b/c we are ( Read more... )

Don't ever bother posting shit to what I say or what I write if your going to be a bunch of negative asshole's.

'Get over it, People are going to give out fucking advice once in a while and you don't have to pick on the ONE person who you dislike at that moment.

On other terms.....26 more days until i'm back in NY.

One month.

Got the ticket told my dad.

How do I tell my dad that I thought I could make it in California........but that almost as soon as I got on that plane I died inside and realized that i'm nothing without my friends? Without being around familiar things and being in the one place I spent most of my life? Crappy little town though it is?

How do I tell him that i'm going to go back ( Read more... )

One Month or a little over.

Annnnd I just mowed a huuuuuuge ass lawn.

So here I am in California.....still jet lagged and really tired.....annnnnd My myspace won't work over here.......WAAAAAAAAA! I do feel like crying over that.....

I miss every one already especially Jamie and Brad, Autumn, and I miss Nate alot too......(*Sighs*).

It was 97 degrees yesterday........I got sunburnt in less than an hour.......nice ( Read more... )

Less than a week until I leave......Saturday is coming way too fast.

Sitting here waiting for jamie n' Brad to wake up and Nate to get off work so we can all hang out.

I don't want to go permanently any more.........

But now I have no choice......

*Sighs*

Screw LJ.

A week and Half not that it matters no one seems to care to make any plans with me before I leave other than my Jamie so wtf ever.

Don't even pretend to care.

So today I got my tongue pierced..... It hurt but not too much I guess......I have to go home tomorrow to do laundry and actually start packing so yeah......

But I drooled alot too.....I mean ALOT.

I'll be able to walk to work in Manteca......awesomeness....hopefully there is a mall or something close by.

Can't wait for Jamie to come out either.....I ( Read more... )