I'm moving on September 1st.........my plane leaves Syracuse airport at 7 something in the morning.......if you want to hang out before I leave then let me know.....if not then whatever.

I dunno but its up to you guys if you want to say bye to me in person or wait till i'm gone to sudden;y call and say I didn't know ou were moving?!!?! Because I've ( Read more... )

So I might have arthritis and/or fibromyalgia...............oh the joy.......I'd rather have the arthritis though...........

But yeah it's getting painful to move my knees when I walk and my hips keep on grinding alot......and my wrists and evvery other joint in my body keeps flaming up.....it sucks so my mom is making me an appointment to get it ( Read more... )

Yeah I definately think certain people should just be chopped into little mincemeat bits and shoved down the throats or others..............It's low when people try to get others into trouble when they've done something FAR worse.

FUCK THEM ALL.

Jamie don't worry...........we will always be there for you.

I'll never understand........

I think I will just quit trying to.........its all too complicated and over the most Non- complicated things.

I might need anger management..........I am far too angry now a days...........little things set me off too easily.

So do the BIG things................but then I get frustrated when I can't do anything to help ( Read more... )

Today I was asked what I think about...................So I thought about that and realized that the things I think about aren't what "normal" or relatively sane people think about.

I seem to be a hateful person..........normally devoid of warmth and certain emotions except for those I have for my friends.

I REALLY dislike being touched or poked. ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
GO NUMBER 19

wOw i'M gEtTiNg oLd.

eH OH wElL...............................................................i'M sO sLEePy............aNNNNNNNNNNNNd i'M dEF nOt sINGLE n E mOrE! yAy!

So.................I'm pretty much not single any more.

It'll be O.K. Hopefully........Arrrrrggg.....I just wish I could know for sure....

But Yeah.......so we'll see then.

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW, 19....MEH.

Eh Well I'm tired and my knees are killing me b/c i'm retarded enough to walk not once but TWICE to nice n' sleasy.........

Ran into Billy.....he was piss ass drunk.....was giving me hugs and stuff.....that makes me so nervous b/c I have a really bad problem with being touched (*It just bothers me, mostly just with guys though*) unless I want to be ( Read more... )

So......I actually got high the other night for the first time......at least it was a happy high.....we all did nothing but laugh and then eat half of the house when we got home. ^-^.

Soooooooo I got my new tattoo's yesterday on my hips....it hurt like hell but I didn't flinch or Cry......and Jamie and Autumn went with me and kept making me laugh and Gamibino kept looking at Jamie's cleavage while he had the needle in me which should have had me like oh shit but it made me laugh harder.....yeah I try to forget about pain in the ( Read more... )