everytime i see him i fall harder ( Read more... )

so...hello, dolly! opens this week
i will be so glad when it's over with.

nobody should jave ever had to go through
what a bunch of us went through saturday
it should NOT be like that.
it SHOULD NOT.

whatever.
i hate awkward hellos.
and i hate missing the idea of people.

i just realized how completely lonely i have been
i have been perfectly fine
and suddenly, a wave of unattended loneliness hit
bugger.

greys is god.

So many people take love for granted, think it's always going to be there for them to fall back on. It won't be. I always marveled at how strong love was, and I still wonder how it can be this strong, when so much has happened between two people. I was always amazed that I could be someone that falls in love. Iguess I always knew that it was one- ( Read more... )

me and lo's xmas tree testerrrrr



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merry christmas eve...and christmas...since i wont be taking time out of my day for lj tomorrow....

slightly wondering where the merry in my merry christmas is, but sall good.

hope all you jews had a great hannukah
and hope everyone has a great new years

woo.

is there a reason that everytime i find something good and become happy, it gets ripped away and i am forced to be depressed ( Read more... )

sooo im really annoyed right now ( Read more... )

so its been two weeks. eh. saw my baby twice. i love him ( Read more... )

well its my birthday
fuck that

the one person i wanted to say happy birthday to me two years in a row forgets
and a shit load of my friends forgot

but whatever. someones family i never met said happy birthday to me more than my own family did.