Make this ride as fast as I can ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've updated, and well - everything is different. i've lost the best part of my day, and managed to ruin the best friendship i've ever had. i look back at the things that i've done to bring me to this situation and i don't know what to say. if i'd just open my eyes before i could see this happening, and maybe i could have ( Read more... )

Close your eyes, you're beautiful when you're sleeping ( Read more... )

there's nothing to say but,
im so sorry and please know that i do love you, it was a huge mistake and i never meant for this to happen.

the past couple days have been a nightmare. the one person i need right now is 2000 miles away from me and it gets so hard at times without her here... i sure hope i didn't fuck this up permanently..

trip to Miami was really great. spending time with Nina made me realize a lot of things going good for me right now, and she helped me figure out things that have really gotten to me in the past couple months. she's really great, and it sucks that she has to be 2000 miles away from here ( Read more... )

been busy with regents and baseball, but tonight im doing nothing but packing so i have time to post a little update. i leave for miami in about 6 hours. so excited because i get to see my girlfriend =D!! ah, i can't wait. nothing really is new. did good on my tests, baseball is good as usual. but that's it. i'll post when i come back.

Did you ( Read more... )

Nina went back to Florida this morning. Bah humbug. It's going to interesting to see where things go with us, but I'm happy about it. I might go down to visit in the middle of July depending on how AAU baseball goes and how my work schedule is. We have nationals coming up... lots of training to do, and next week we start 3 practices a day. It's ( Read more... )

"love can mend your life, but love can also break your heart."

You're so.... I don't know.....

..... cloud 9 :)

i deleted my old journal a couple months ago due to a lack of a life. no not really, i just never had time to update and well, i was tired of getting reminded everyday to update. but i have to admit i miss writing in this, so therefore im starting up with an old habit ( Read more... )