HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

GOOFBALL =D

it was a beautiful let down ( Read more... )

my life's been on the rocks lately you could say. but tonight things have ironically been smoothed out and discussed that have made so much of a difference in my life at the moment. me and nina - good terms. didn't think i'd be saying that for a while, if ever, but i don't know.. she has a way of always looking at the bright side of things and i ( Read more... )

"Good morning, it's nice to see all of you again, just wish it could have been under different circumstances.

For all of you who don't know me, I'm Dave Jenkins. Today we come together here to say good-bye to a beautiful girl, and to most of us, she was so much more. A best friend, a teammate, a girlfriend, someone who could make your day with just ( Read more... )

2 months left. at the most ( Read more... )

"take it or leave it" were the words you chose over mine ( Read more... )

And if I try to make it better could I succeed ( Read more... )

jamie's in a coma.

i quit baseball.

i don't want to talk to anyone anymore.

i relive your visit over summer every day for hours. did i mis-see everything? were you put off, embarrassed, disappointed, determined to depart forever, gritting your teeth until the hour kindly allowed you to go? and me... did i see this all and misinterpret your smiles? and laugh's as examples of love, affection, and friendship? Not getting it ( Read more... )

nothing really to update about. haven't had the energy to do anything lately.
-wake up at 4:30am
-practice 5-8am
-nap
-eat
-practice 1-4pm
-sit around
-practice 7-8:30pm
-come home
-hang in my room
-sleep.

same thing everyday for the past month, i want school to start up again... because of everything lately all i do is sit around in my room or play ( Read more... )