I ended up deciding to go to the Bronze after all last night, and it was totally not what I expected. It generally isn't when the lead guitarist gets electrocuted at the beginning of the show. I don't mean to sound flip; it was terrible. He collapsed to the floor, and everyone was screaming, and I thought his girlfriend was going to throw up. I ( Read more... )

Finally. No more school until April the 12th! You know, I could be depressed because I have nothing to do and nobody to do that nothing with, but hey. I'm just glad to have survived the week. I can deal with being a social outcast. I think.

Well, actually I worked up my nerve to talk to Carlos today, and he didn't seem to be holding any ( Read more... )

Second day back at school. I'm so tired ( Read more... )

I feel like every bone in my body has melted. I don't have any motivation to move at all.

So yesterday Buffy insisted that I tell her what was wrong with me. It took me a while to tell her because I couldn't stop crying. So embarrassing to fall apart like that. But I told her everything- including all the stuff I did with Josh and the fact ( Read more... )

Did you ever look in the mirror at yourself and not recognize the person staring back at you? That's how I feel today. Long brown hair, blue eyes... but nothing else familiar. Nobody I know. Nobody ( Read more... )

I must be the dumbest person in the world. I believed everything he said to me. Everything. All the words, all the kisses, all of it. I guess it's just because I wanted to believe that someone could like me. Didn't want to believe that someone else would use me like Kyle did ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Yeah, I'm gonna be in great shape for school tomorrow. I never want to go to school again.

At least now I know why everyone's always staring at me and talking behind my back. Funny how people who used to be my friends couldn't say a word to me about it; I had to hear it from a group of asshole jocks. It was almost the end of the ( Read more... )

There are 454 days until I turn 18. Can I stand it that long? I don't know sometimes. My sister isn't really the Slayer; she's some type of Hellbeast. She never gives it a rest.

We had to go to Las Vegas this past weekend to help out some of her friends, and you can believe I was thrilled to hear about that. In the way that is not. Greeeeat ( Read more... )

I should've expected it. I don't know why I'm surprised. I'm locked in a bathroom stall right now because I can't stop crying. Sera and I had it out between classes a few minutes ago ( Read more... )

My sister? So not rational. She came home yesterday, totally unexpected, and flipped out when she found me and Josh there. She yelled at me like I was about three and ordered him out of the house. Embarrassing much? So okay, I skipped school. Not good. But she's acting like we were both stripped naked out in the front yard for the neighbors ( Read more... )