How can he talk me into almost anything? He's worse than Kyle was with that, but I'm having a harder time saying no to him than I did to Kyle. Is it because he's so mysterious and I can never tell what he's thinking? Or maybe because when he looks at me a certain way I melt into a big gooey blob? He came over again last night, and I let him in ( Read more... )

My life is like a rollercoaster ride these days; you know, one of the ones you get off of feeling like you're going to puke? Like that.

Got to school super late yesterday, just in time for Math. Josh stared at the back of my head the entire time, and I know I was as red as fire, because I know what he was probably thinking about. I know what I ( Read more... )

Um, crap. It's 10:00 and I just woke up. School started over two hours ago. I guess nobody noticed I didn't get up. Willow's been going out and walking in the mornings, trying to get her mind off things, I guess, and Buffy probably left for work thinking I'd already gone to school.

It's all Josh's fault. He's so, so bad and so, so good, and I ( Read more... )

School is so weird this week. I actually thought about staying home this morning, coming up with some fake illness. I can't stand how everyone's looking at me. On one side you have Josh's jock friends, who smirk at me and kinda have that "Her? What's he doing with her?" expression on their faces every time they see me. On the other you have ( Read more... )

...because I needed to be more confused. Really, I did. Really.

Yesterday was interesting. I went with Josh to basketball practice, and he got gloomier and gloomier. It's bothering him a lot to not get to play because of those pesky broken fingers. I'm sure they hurt, too. Anyway, he drove me home afterward and we sat on the back porch for a ( Read more... )

I need a nametag that says, 'Hi, I'm Dawn and I'm totally confused ( Read more... )

...just woke up. What time is it? What day is it? Oh, crap, I missed school! Slept right through it.

I was celebrating my 7th straight night of no sleep by watching every DVD we own. Between me, Buffy, Willow and Tara -- not to mention that copy of Girls Gone Wild that Xander left over here -- there's a lot of them. I was halfway through ( Read more... )

Great. This is terrific. I'm never going to hear the end of it from Buffy. I got in a fight during lunch, and now I'm sitting on the bench outside the office with everyone and their dog walking by and staring at me ( Read more... )

...but worse, if you can believe it. It was the night from Hell ( Read more... )

This must be the week of weirdness for me. Today at school, a guy in my math class asked me to pose for a painting. His name's Marcus, and honestly the only reason I know it is because the teacher is one of those who insists on calling roll every day out loud. He's really into art, and I've heard rumors that he smokes pot because he's always ( Read more... )